I wrote this 6 months ago when Samuel was a couple of months old and just found it with some draft posts and thought I should share it .....
The last few days I can't help feeling like this is the best time of my life.
Being able to stay at home and look after both of the boys is so special and I feel relaxed and happy most of the time.
I have got a good routine sorted now and go out most mornings to toddler groups or activities for Jacob.
This isn't to say that I don't have moments that are really hard. Sometimes Jacob really finds things difficult, he is at that age (2 and a quarter) where he is pushing the boundaries and trying to find out what he can get away with. He also is very interested in Samuel, meaning I have to intervene quite a lot as Samuel can get quite fed up getting poked and prodded so often.