Tuesday, 23 April 2013

Falling in love...

It might sound strange but I am SO falling for our little man. I loved him from the moment I knew he was in my belly but as he grows and changes and becomes his own little man I love him more and more each day.

I want to spend time with him so much, I look at him and my heart just melts, I worry about him at any hint of mishap or illness (we nearly went to the emergency doctors AGAIN last night with a rash than an hour later had disappeared), I miss him when I go anywhere without him, I love his laugh and the games he likes to play. It's all a bit scary. Most of all I am full to bursting with love and happiness for this wonderful child (that's not to say he can't be 'wilful' as we are seeing all this too but that's another story).

Anyone who knows me knows I'm a MASSIVE 'Fraiser' fan. I watch it almost every day as I fall asleep (I met Kelsey Grammer in NYC and almost peed my pants!). In one episode Fraiser reassures a worried mum-to-be Roz... "I'm going to tell you something that I didn't learn until I became a father. You don't just love your children. You fall in love with them."

I have found this to be true.


2 comments:

Bex said...

lovely post and how can you not fall in love with that gorgeous little boy! I think I am still falling more in love with mine every day x

beingmebeingmum said...

Thanks Bex, it's crazy and wonderful isn't it!? Kinda unexpected. Bless their hearts all of em! X